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“font-family: Verdana;”>“What would you do if you were given five

minutes with the man or woman of your dreams?”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>You must know that I’m

not asking this for no reason, right?

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>Anyway, a conversation

about celebrity crushes turned into an extreme flex of bravado and

assurance from a male friend of mine.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“Vaughn, if I ever met

Halle Berry in a hotel or something, it’s going down – and my lady

will just have to understand.”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“Really?”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>He didn’t have to tell me

what “it’s going down” meant.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I’m thinking it would

more than likely end with him “under the rest” (my toddler nephew’s

interpretation for “under arrest”), but I was quietly thrilled by

his gumption.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I’m going somewhere with

this … just hold tight.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I shouted out “Idris

Elba!” but conveniently left out that I actually had shared an

elevator with him during a trip to New York. Our fateful meeting

ended up with me being overwhelmed by his chocolate goodness and

just burying my face to one side of the wall.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>Celebrities are one

thing. What about in real life? Have you ever had a guy (or girl)

that you’ve admired from afar forever and just thought if the

universe presented you with the opportunity to share his space, you

are certain you would end up down the aisle together?

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>In the never-ending

sitcom that is my life, I was afforded the opportunity – and it was

a ratings flop!

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>There is this beautiful

man I’ve been admiring from afar forever. Thanks to the tragically

hilarious twists of fate that make up my existence, we were at this

speed dating event together at the same time and ended up on an

insta-date.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I must offer full

disclosure that the ulterior motive of me attending was for Black

& Single material – okay, the sole purpose. So, when I saw him,

I was glad that I wore a dress that made my muffin top look more

like a baguette!

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>So, after getting my arm

yanked into attending, this wonderful, intellectual man I’ve

earhustled at events we both attended and become enamored of his

intellect and ability to engage … is sitting across from

me.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>So he sits down and takes

my breath away. I had already imagined this encounter, and it ended

with us drawing a crowd as we engaged in conversation about the

Haitian revolution, the Great Migration and Ethiopia’s successful

defense against the Italians’ attempt at colonial rule.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>Yes … deep.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>In real life … not so

much.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>The five minutes seemed

like 36 hours as I scrambled and burned at the shock of not being

prepared to flip the switch on my award-worthy chatter

game.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“My car got hit by the

tornado,” was the best I could come with.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>How do you get to

Toussaint L’Overture from that? You don’t.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>He smiled and kept eye

contact, but I was such a wreck I fell to pieces as I internally

scrambled to say something to forge a conversation

connection.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I tried this next: “How’s

life? I live in my own basement – isn’t that crazy?”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I was reaching for the

stars in an attempt to crawl out of the grave I dug for myself with

my mackdown.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>I was a social butterfly

who got her wing caught in a window fan … on mute, if you

will.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>It was so bad that the

person who had strategically staged the “date between us” couldn’t

hold her peace after eyeballhustling our date from her

peripheral.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“What happened?” she

asked with a larger-than-life question mark expression plastered

across her face.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“The whole reason why I

invited him and you was so that you two could connect,” she said.

“I thought you two would be perfect for each other. I picked him

and you for this so that you can end up together.”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>Does she really know how

to dig the knife in.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“Girl, it was going wrong

at ‘hello,’” I said in my own defense. “I just can’t see what I

could have done differently to make him feel me.”

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>“Be yourself,” she said

with a “no-duh” look on her face.

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“font-size: 9.0pt; font-family: Verdana;”>No duh. Note

taken.

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